the pages of my heart

reading inbetween the lines

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Anonymous asked: hello rebecca. how are u? im fine thank you. see u soon :)

hello anon, im fine i suppose. good to see you are too. better reveal yourself if youre gonna see me soon :P

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too fat. too skinny

honestly, i dont know why people are bothered by my weight.
when i was fat, they would all comment on how fat i was compared to my cousin. and then when im skinny, they say im too skinny and once again compare me to my cousin.
they will tell me to eat more, not to diet. but what do they know? what if i do eat, what if im not dieting? what if i’m cutting out the bad foods that i used to eat and exercised a bit more? what if i’m eating burgers at 10pm and im not getting fat? i dont think people have the right to judge. just like those who get discriminated for being fat, theres the irony of those who discriminate those for being skinny too. so either way you dont win.

i’ve learnt that when im fat people will call me fat, when im skinny people will call me skinny. in the end people will always talk regardless. just love what youre doing and make sure youre happy doing it, cause in the end whatever you do will be for yourself. so i just let people talk, whilst i just think about how confident i feel with my flat tummy and nice legs. SO SUCK ON THAT!

Filed under rant over body positive body weight discrimination skinny people talk too much i dont care

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Turn Ons:

  • Intimacy. Hold my waist. Stroke my neck. Kiss my forehead. Hold my hand. 
  • Maturity. Patience is amazing. A prize will come to you when the time is right. Its called falling in love. Waiting is hard. But worth it. 
  • Honesty. I don’t care what you’ve done. I care about what you will do in the future. Be honest with me, I’ll be honest with you. 
  • Care. Because not many people give a crap about anything anymore.

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mum’s birthday.
and for once my brother remembered to buy cake. she even received flowers from her to-be daughter in law. she was so happy that she went around hugging everyone.

although it was an informal celebration, it was still nice to see she was happy with our doings for once.