@ Jones the Grocer, Salt and Pepper Calamari with a vietnamese mint salad
honestly, i dont know why people are bothered by my weight.
when i was fat, they would all comment on how fat i was compared to my cousin. and then when im skinny, they say im too skinny and once again compare me to my cousin.
they will tell me to eat more, not to diet. but what do they know? what if i do eat, what if im not dieting? what if i’m cutting out the bad foods that i used to eat and exercised a bit more? what if i’m eating burgers at 10pm and im not getting fat? i dont think people have the right to judge. just like those who get discriminated for being fat, theres the irony of those who discriminate those for being skinny too. so either way you dont win.
i’ve learnt that when im fat people will call me fat, when im skinny people will call me skinny. in the end people will always talk regardless. just love what youre doing and make sure youre happy doing it, cause in the end whatever you do will be for yourself. so i just let people talk, whilst i just think about how confident i feel with my flat tummy and nice legs. SO SUCK ON THAT!
- Intimacy. Hold my waist. Stroke my neck. Kiss my forehead. Hold my hand.
- Maturity. Patience is amazing. A prize will come to you when the time is right. Its called falling in love. Waiting is hard. But worth it.
- Honesty. I don’t care what you’ve done. I care about what you will do in the future. Be honest with me, I’ll be honest with you.
- Care. Because not many people give a crap about anything anymore.
Girl with the pearl earring
homemade pan fried lamb with salad, sour cream and turkish bread
White Night, Melbourne
@ The Railway Club Hotel, South Melbourne
and for once my brother remembered to buy cake. she even received flowers from her to-be daughter in law. she was so happy that she went around hugging everyone.
although it was an informal celebration, it was still nice to see she was happy with our doings for once.
@ N2 icecream - Federer Rocher, Sharapova Pavlova
this is why i love where i work
baked field mushroom with beetroot salad
ahhh, im feeing so annoyed!
the running man cast was filming in melbourne today and i totally missed them! i went to the city to see them, but after half the day was gone, i didnt hear any news about them and assumed they wouldnt be in the city.
whilst having dinner, they were filming in bourke st, just a block away from where i was. and when i was on the train home, i texted a friend that told me they were at the location they were filming.
GAH! i was sooo close yet so far :(